This week was a good week. Lots of changing of thinking but it was good! More about my companion. His name is Elder Fomai. He is 19 years old. He is pure Samoan but in 2013 he was adopted and moved to Australia. Thats where he was baptized and became a member of the church. He plays rugby and we have a lot in common so we get along really well. He looks like a boy from the Tongan branch or someone I would play rugby with. Its great.
As for the area.. umm.. its a little rough. My time here at the start we spent a lot of time "harvesting" and we didn't do the best job planting. So we have kind of hit a dry spot in the area. We do have a couple of investigators that are progressing but just in this past week lots of different issues came up so we are about to just start over. As we talked about it i felt super disappointed. I put it together that my last transfer in the mission would consist of just walking around and finding new people. Not the most exciting thing. But two things came to my mind that i want to share. The first was a letter my older sister wrote me just last week and I dont think there could've been better timing for the letter. In the letter she told a story about a women from her mission who started investigating the church in 2009. She simply saw two american blonde boys who were always walking around with a smile on their face. little by little she met the missionaries, went to church and was baptized but not till 2013! so even though she met the missionaries in 2009 the fruits of the laborer didn't come till 4 years after. The second thing that came to mind was the baptismal interviews I had the chance to do this past weekend. We spent a lot of the weekend traveling around to areas in the district to do interviews. Each of the 4 interviews I did, not one of them had been found by those missionaries. They all ranged from months to years of investigating. However each of the 4 could name every single elder or sister who taught them the gospel.
Sometimes as a missionary you want to just baptize everyone and do your own thing. You are focused on yourself and how to help yourself. This week has taught very clearly that its not about me. Its about the people here in Tanza. So if i spend the next 5 weeks walking around smiling away at people that is okay. Of course I am going to do my best to do more but if thats all I get.. then its okay. I am so happy to serve the Lord and to give it my all.
Love you all!
elder gsack